Heez last night after work i went to meet Mei mei and angel.heez haha they all changed alot le one look like "tai tai" the other look like "korean"Heez had lotsa fun yesterday heez.Thanks for spending time together hahaha.Hmmm slept early last night so,Not so tired.Wa! finally.Hmmm came to office today also nothing to do.Dad Not in his office thats why got time to blog.hahaha my Handsome Kor kor/Jack just send Mi a video Clip of a guy being caned.WA! see LiAo BlUr BluR LE hahahaha.HmmmYUp Nothing much lah hahaha at least now my life not so luan.I am doing great heez okie need go work le hahahaa
posted at [11:29]
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Sigh!hahaha just talk on my tagg board with the pretty auntie hahahah.Hmmm wa damm tired everyday not enough sleep forcing pushing myself to come work every day hahaha hmmm.Auntie dunn so sad ok,dunn worie ok if u dunn mind uncle can pei u de but abit old liao hahahah cannot run here and there le hahaha.Last night got tua den reached home damm late hahaha.Sigh wei auntie thanks for peing mi talk on the "TAGG BOARD" hahaha cartoon and gong gong auntie hahaha
posted at [11:16]
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Wa! sianz ar gain not enough sleep.Den still have to force myself up to work.Heez Hmmm last night was at my tua.Did nothing but slack.Went home quite late cause i need to discuss come thing with my shi fu "ah bee".Sigh He come back damm late,MAke mi "gong" "gong" down there wait.Hmmm Sigh i see my work coming in le.Damm sianz.Tonight i think i also cannot "hao hao de shui jiao" liao.ok i go and work liao.
posted at [09:46]
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Hmmm just had lunched at jurong east.Den now back in office le.Sianz ar!My god man,my uncle was telling ghost story in the office.Hahah think they amused bahh hahaha.SIgh again had chicken chop for lunch.Damm siann sia.Everyday eat the same thing.hahaha ok lah busy le gtg .
posted at [14:34]
Wa! just reach office not long ago.Damm tired lah.My eyes are like glued together.Sobbs i wann to sleep.Hahaha Sigh today come office,the first thing i did was to on my com,and guess what the com was spoiled.Sianz ar haha.I wonder when i would have enough sleep.I think i am becoming like a pig liao.Now sitting in the office blogging while people is working hahaha i look busy too,but theirs is with work and my is blogging.hahaha my lao da just came in di siao poeple liao hahaha.Hmmm ok lah have to work liao blogg later
posted at [09:45]
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Just finished dinner.Haha hmmm Today nothing much happened.Hmmm i finished work at 6 o'clock today den i took a company's transport to Toa Payoh.Hahaha hmm den called my friend to come down from his house and talk.Wu gui den arrived at the scene.Hahaha sounds like "csi" hor.Heez guess what 2 boys end up shopping at Toa Payoh.I really have to thank him alot."hsien" thanks for your company.Heez now doing nothing and maybe going to start rotting soon le hahaha.
posted at [22:31]
Sigh,still at work yet nothing to do.Sigh today damm sianz.Dunno why.Hahaha had chicken chop for lunch.Wa! damm shiok hor hahaha.Wa! somemore with coke lei.Heez dad just went out for a meeting,And again hahaha i start my blogging again hahaha.Time pass so slow.When i at home or at play,my time pass so fast.But at work,one day seems like a million years.Sigh so hard to pass.Hmmm ok lah i wann to eat snake le good bye
posted at [16:24]
Hmm finally today go back work le.Damm sianz,No mood to work.Sigh last night cannot sleep cause i miss someone.haaha hmmm everyone in the office looks and seems busy but hahaha i still can blog.Sigh cannot wait for 6 o'clock to come.hahaha Go home also nothing to do.Go home liao jiu eat den sleep like no life sia.Yup.sianz ok lah later den continue
posted at [11:30]
HAhaaa just finished watching "Tokyo Drift" with my father and Wu gui.HAhaha hmmm before that we went for dinner together.Wa! he like my older brother liao hahaha but everytime kanna bully by me.HAhahah the dinner was great,and the bill was WOW! hahaha lucky i was not the one picking up the bill,if not i have to wash the plates le hahha.Hmmm and guess what Szu hsien and my sis was the first to start but the last to finish.WA!HAhaha but did u know now he is hungry again.Dunno why?Hahaha hmmm so if anyone wants to treat him for a dinner,please think twice or maybe thrice.Looks can be deceiving.HAhaha dunn just a book by its cover,i thought he was joking at first,but when i see him eat,i was like WOW! monster hahaha never see or eat food before.Hmmm ok enough of him.Had quite a nice day today.At least did not have to stay at home at rot.Now in my room using my Mum's notebook to blog.haha going sleep soon le,Yup.Tmr going to work le,no time to play or rot at home le.Hahaha good night everyone.
DArling i really miss u,Sigh how i wish that u were beside my whenever i was happy or sad.Instead now i feel i am very alone.I feel very lost,i really wish that time can turn back.Do u know whenever i dream of u,i really wish i will never wake up.I really regret what i have done.I know i have hurt u too much.I am so sorrie,and i know there is no more chance for mi to make it up.We are now on different tracks and may not meet again,but i really treasure when u had left with mi.Darling its our memories that is left.I will never forget them.It has been 2 years and did u know every step i took,was very painfull.U could walk out of this relationship unhurt but i could not.I love u too much.The feeling is very scary.till now the bad memories will still come back.Sigh but thanks for letting mi remember your love,your smile,your laughter,your hugg.I love u darling.
darling i am painfully missing u every night.Sobbs
I love u
posted at [01:19]
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Sigh using my mum's notebook to blog.Nothing better to do.DAmm sianz maybe later going fishing.But the whole day was damm boring for mi.Sigh.Hmmm that stupid "wu gui" just came back from Orchard.Sigh i also broke le.Hmmm Damm sian just received a call from my god-brother he said that the fishing trip is cancelled.WA!how am i supposed to pass my time at home.Can die sia.Somemore he said he going pub and he ask for the address but he never ask mi along wa,damm disappointed sia sigh.Hmmm Dunno am i being an idiot.I suddenly feel like i am a big idiot.HAhaha hia di this word cannot use le brother also.Sigh when i need help,where are they? I damm disappointed.I feel my world is like gonna end.Sigh dunno what to do.How nice if she was with mi.Sobbs
posted at [23:03]
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Sigh just wake up.Hmm just went for the second interview today but guess what,I blew it for the second time.Sigh dunno what i wann to do lor.I really sick and tired of life le.Hmmm i think i wann go in army le.Sigh i tried my best le.At least i tried hhaha ok lah i wann go "chee ka la ka pee ar pee ar chee ka la ka pee ar pee ar jIa" i wann go eat
posted at [19:57]
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Wa! sianz today i never go work again.Sianz,Sigh! Guess i have to stay at home the whole dy doing nothing liao.Just ask that "wu gui" pei mi go fishing,but he turn mi down.Sian Think i still dunn understand him bahh.Sigh!damm sian dunno what i wann to do.My friend messaged mi says that ite is starting soon le.Should i go study?Hmm sigh.Dunno what i wann to do in life.I think i damm "shi bai"/useless .Sigh dunno what am i gonna do today gain hhaha ok lah i wann go plan le.
darling i really miss u alot,How i wish u are with mi every moment of my life.I really miss your voice your cute laughter.Miss u so much although it has been 2 yrs but i could not forget u.
posted at [15:08]
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Hmmm Just finish washing my tank with great help from szu hsien.Sigh!HAve to keep the tank empty le.Anyway hahaha my auntie is cooking curry chicken WA!damm nice smell.Sigh There that stupid hsien doing his stupid camp cheers before dinner.Wa!damm stupid lei.But he is damm nice when ever i feel down,when ever i feel sad,when ever i think of the past.He will always be the one cheering mi up.Sigh!He is a damm nice guy HAhAh ok u and your "pee ar pe ar jia" hahaa i wann go eat le
posted at [19:11]
HAhaa Today again never go work.Hmmm Guess damm tired bahh even if i go,I will end up "eating snake" bahh.Hmmm just had lunch and was having my fags after lunch.Hmmm damm sian i also dunno what i wann to do.Again i feel lost,dunno what i wann to do.Sigh!Sigh!Sigh! what is the world becoming.Its does not interest mi anymore.The person that can make mi smile make mi laugh,has been gone for a long time le.Everyone is strong enough to stand up after a fall but why am i not being able to.I feel like i am such a weakling.At least now i have found another interest that is quite expensive bahh but at least i am happy doing it.That "wu gui" today never go to school,maybe he also sick bahh.The same sickness that i have "LOVE SICK!".HAhah damm lame lor mi.Aiyah i was really thinking that if one day there is no more love in the world,how would the world become?HAhaha think i am really crazy le like to think about this kind of siao siao things.I think i nothing better to do bahh.U imagine a guy that loves the out-door can stay at home the whole day for three days.Hmmm looking out of my window,i saw my baby lying on the floor,Wa the look on the face was so relax.How nice if one day i also could just relax.Dunn think about anything.No worries.I am like the first in the family to work.Sigh!People ask mi why i dunn study.Actually eveyday in school i wake up for her,I study for her i do eveything for her cause i love "her' it was the first time i felt this kind of feeling bahh.but as u know in a relationship someone tends to get hurt.And is the one that puts in the most.Sigh!why sigh
posted at [14:51]
Sleepless
Hmmm Just had MC Donalds for supper.Damm Full And went Out of the house for a fag.Sigh! Hmmm WAs Talking to szu hsien about my family members.I am the worst among my cousins.Sigh!Hmm That "wU gUi" just went up and is gonna to dream soon le.Think i am gonna dream tOo le.Sigh guess i going siao le.HAhha think i gonna get 1 more fish tank that is bigger den the current one i am having now.Friends or brothers that come to my house before,U are gonna think that i am going crazy too haha,But maybe not so soon haha.hmmm yup my mind now is finally blank and my eyes is getting tired.WoW that is a good sign.HAhha Gonna stop here i am gonna meet My princess at the highway le.But i guess no one knows what am i talking about only she knows.Sigh but a pity she cannot see this even if she do,she would just close the page and pretend that she never see it.Maybe i have hurt her too much le.I really hope i can turn back the time.Aiyoh Hmmm there i go again,talking and talking about her .I wonder when i will stop talking about her.Actually alot of my friends damm pissed cause what ever topic they are talking about,will always be ending up talking about her.Guess she was my life.My life is never gonna be the same again.Hmmm i wann Find "Zou kong" play chess le.For people who DUnn Understand it means i am gonna sleep le.haha
posted at [02:41]
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Sleepless nite
Hmmm in the end i never get to go to the pub le.Staying at home with szu hsien,and clint.Damm sianz.Its like nothing i could do.What ever i do i also feel sian.Is the world coming to an end for mi.Sigh.Just now dad just came home.Being abit drunk just because of his business.Sigh!Am i expecting too much.There are lotsa questions i wanna ask.Sigh!Its raining outside and yet i could not sleep.I think i am going crazy soon le.I can't even understand myself anymore le.What am i becoming?
posted at [23:29]
20/03/07
Hmmm Just wake up Only.Dunno what i wann to do.Sigh! should i go pub tonight.Damm stressed up.Both family and relationships.Sigh what to do,can someone help mi i am dying already.Everthing i do is always wrong why? Am i stupid or am i an idiot.When ever i am alone i will think of "her" Am i being fair to the one's beside mi.i think i Damm "shi bai" what to do? Can anyone out there teach mi.I am Really like LiVing in My own world world of pain with no one being able to help mi.sigh I just heard that the gal that i have a bit of feelings said that i am damm irritating.Sigh! it seems like everything in my life is not going correct.the things that i am doing is out of place and out of track.I guess i am going crazy soon le.
posted at [16:39]
hey this is the first post.Hmmm must thank szu hsien for helping mi create this.Thanks Bro.Hmm i have been very lost for 2 yrs le.Dunno what i wann in life.Feeling very down damm "xin ku".Sigh! Guess no one knows what i am going through better den myself.But at least there is still my Jie,hsien/brothers/family with mi.Bro I have to really thank u alot.Jie U too.It has been very shweet of u .Hmm just write a comment for "her". It has been 2 yrs yet i cannot forget her.Sigh! time is really hard to pass without her.but at least it has made mi stronger.But i am still dreaming or hoping that one day she will come back.I know i am being stupid but i cannot help it.Why,God!I am like living in my own world of dreams.I am like floating here and there.There isn't anything i could look forward too.I am like living in hell.Sigh! There are alot of question i wanna ask but no one to answer.I am Feeling very lost.Hope that i will find what i wann soon.
posted at [02:15]
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