Sunday, 13 September 2009
Tired man,Just back from meeting my kor.HAhaha long time never meet le lotsa things to say.Hehe supposed to go fishing but end up go there throw the things there and started talking hahaha.Know that lotsa thing happened to him hahaha mi too man"I AM SICK OF THIS LIFE MAN"hahaha i need a change man or go holiday or something.Just cannot find interest in anything , anymore man.The interest is not there dunno why.Think that happens to alot of people , hahaha wonder how to get through it man.Yup sianz,had a long conversation with kor talk alot thing den i know that human relationships really hard to upkeep.Dunno why,We humans are never happy with what we have,also want more man.HAhaa chinese saying "knowing and be happy with what you have" Hahaha but honestly think no one can do that haahaha thirsty for more man.Sigh! tired le lah.Recently never really blog not cause lazy cause everyday stare at the bloody com and rot hahaha.Arbo watch tv,hahahah okie lah guess it time to turn in le.hahaha.sianz haha wan an folks
loves
signing out
hamster
posted at [01:21]
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Finally,back from camp.Reached home and guess what i am alone man.Sianz high high man.hmmm again nothing to do thats why blogg.HAhhaa i guess thats bacause only boring people like mi do.Yup hmmm.Now eat also not sleep also not sit also not stand also not hahaha dunno wanna do what man.Guess have to slack and rot in my room again.Hahhaa last night had supper with Angel hahaha.Nice talking to her.Hehe yah dunno why she and mi got tons of things to update hahaha.She's damm nice hahaha.Thanks gal for last night if not i would have stayed home rotting again man hahaha.YAh hahaha keep telling her that i damm sick of life den she will go Why hahaha.yah nothing exciting happen so got really nothing to say lah hahaha.Guess thats life man
signing off
hamster
posted at [15:20]
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Sigh,hahaha wake up had dinner with parents which i did not do for a long time.Ahaha feeling great but parents wanted to watch "ke tai" but mi and jie was like,"HUH" no way man hahaha.So sis drove home with mi hahaa.But home le no programme.WA! even sianz man what to do life its like that hahahaha.Just now was talking about going to Aust again.Hmmm dunno really going not.Hmmm wonder should i go not if really going.Sianz! hahaha Now in my room rotting.Everyones spending time having their programme but i am like stuck at home doing nothing ahahaha bored till blogg haha.Need some sweet stuff in my life man hahaha.Has been bitter for damm long le.Need some changes,what should i do.WA!tmr booking in le.Lagy sianz camp like really sux book in den out.Same old shit over and over again.HAhaha thats life man doing and doing same thing over and over again.Hmmm last time got alot of things to look forward too but now hahaha must plan everything yourself.How? even kor also spending time with da sao dunn want pei mi.Hmmm Guess only can watch tv only lor.Sigh hao lah.Bu yao du shuo le.
Signing off
Loves
Hamster
posted at [21:23]
Ello,sianz just came back from camp.Aching all over man.Friday was Fds sqn anniversary hahaha played street scoccer at east coast.WA! play finish here ache there ache hahaha old le man.sigh hahahaha played against lotsa teams hahaha our team name is *G-force* hahaha dunno which *gong gong* think of this name hahaha but cute man.Hahaha suit me hahahaha okie okie *vomit* bhb man hehe.Yah quite fun lah but damm tiring man run here and there like *gong gong*.After the games went to this bar called,Wait let mi think ermm!!!! think its summer breeze.Den had abit of dinner and drinks.Sianz,riding den all can drink beer but i cannot.Hahaha promised myself no drink riding so yahh!.Tired after that wanted to blogg but tired like siao plus feeling weird feeling sick so went straight to sleep.Yup hahaha what a friday.Bored now hahaha today's family day.Must stay at home pei parents.Spend more time at home.No where feels better den home man hahaha mummy's so sweet just came back from camp she know i tired,purposely make mi birds nest for mi to drink.Hahaha so sweet.Yup sigh dunno wann do what le hahaha think want go sleep.My mood haven come back still like want die want die de mood guesss to many thngs happen to me recently sigh k lah tired le wann orh orh le^^
Signing off
Hamster<3
posted at [11:54]
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Thursday, 3 September 2009
Sianz.Done with my car lesson already.hahaha now at home.Bored hahaa thats why decided to blogg.hahaha yup sianz later still must go back camp.Wa! sianz to the core man.Hahaha but i guess thats life.Tired man life really sucks man.Nothing goes the way u want it to be.hahaha looking forward to my tp test.Was talking to sis about going overseas study.Hahaha sound good but really cannot bare to leave all my friends here.hahaha decided when the time comes den.Tmr still have to go east coast kick football.HAhaha kanna force one somemore haaha.Luckly got friends going if not again alone like that stupid day at paya lebar.Go there waste time like gong gong hahaha.Sianz what should i do sleep or watch tv.Sleep now tonight become snake no need sleep hahaha but now on aircon wa! damm tempting man ahhaha.Talke to sheng yang over webcam hahaha,still as cute as sec school days.Miss those sec sch days.No need to think so much just study.HAhaha yah Hmmm Stpuid ying kai.Because of him still learning the lyrics of sweetest gal.hahaha everytime suan mi damm tu lan with him sia hahaha but that life hahaha sometime he damm irritating keep suaning mi but nice guy hahaha.thats my life in army suan here and there.i Guess thats lifes all abt.nothing to talk le.Life is about all keep repeating thing over and over again.Hahah yah hao lah dunno want write what le hahaha
bye
hamster
posted at [14:23]
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Wednesday, 2 September 2009
hey friends,long time never blogg le.sianz man nothing to do.morning wake up go camp.BAck from camp jiu zuo bo all the way.Miss the days i was in school.Bought a stupid web-cam just to talk to wu gui.talking about that,it has been long since i see him,miss those days we played we stayed together.But that was the past.Think going 2 yrs already.time really flies.sigh.Big days coming.Dunn feel like jumping.sick of everything just no mood for anything.tired i guess.accept staying in my room and rot the whole day.Whats my life coming too.hmmm sads.I found i lost something impt to mi.sigh really no courage to carry on.really sick and tired of life.everything is like happening over and over again.and thing are lost over and over again.It really hurts.Pain like i never expected.i Guess my life was ment this way.It feels something like, knife stabbing,but its worse den that i guess.What on earth is happening.Haha back into my world of emptiness that where i supposed to be i guess.Hahaha guess no one is feeling the same feeling as mi i guess.No one know the feeling of u thought u got it but at the end it ran away.aiyah hahaha
crap all rubbish.People will think i am crazy talking rubbish cause u all dunn understand only i do hahaha stop it den.
bye hamster
posted at [19:14]
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