Zzz H@m$tEr zzZ_XxpainxX

2009-10-09T19:22:00.002+08:00

HAahahah just wake up from sleep.Yups maybe going to malaysia with yk later.Hahhaaaa nothing really to talk about lah hahaha.yah evereything was the same nothing interesting hahaha except wed went to butter factory.hahaha stuck up place hahahaha.hahaha luckly gal gal never go hahaha.too many people hahahaa stupid ang mo drunk already anyhow find gals grind.I see le wa! dunno wann angry with the ang mo of sad for the gal kanna eat tou fu.Sianz aiyah she happy can le lah.i really dislike clubbing hahaha it sucks.I just cannot stand it hahaha gals down there like free meals and i hate it.Perhaps thats why guys everytime go clubbing.Go for what eat tou fu lor.NNb man Yucks!!!!!! totally disgusted man.hahahah This was like the 3 Time going to club and like i lan lan have to see what is going on,on the dance floor cause my table is just next to it.HAhahaa mi and yk end up become bouncer hahahaha never dance only drink haahah. yah lah thats about all.Nothing interesting le.see yah

loves hamster

2009-09-13T01:21:00.002+08:00

Tired man,Just back from meeting my kor.HAhaha long time never meet le lotsa things to say.Hehe supposed to go fishing but end up go there throw the things there and started talking hahaha.Know that lotsa thing happened to him hahaha mi too man"I AM SICK OF THIS LIFE MAN"hahaha i need a change man or go holiday or something.Just cannot find interest in anything , anymore man.The interest is not there dunno why.Think that happens to alot of people , hahaha wonder how to get through it man.Yup sianz,had a long conversation with kor talk alot thing den i know that human relationships really hard to upkeep.Dunno why,We humans are never happy with what we have,also want more man.HAhaa chinese saying "knowing and be happy with what you have" Hahaha but honestly think no one can do that haahaha thirsty for more man.Sigh! tired le lah.Recently never really blog not cause lazy cause everyday stare at the bloody com and rot hahaha.Arbo watch tv,hahahah okie lah guess it time to turn in le.hahaha.sianz haha wan an folks

loves
signing out
hamster

2009-09-07T15:20:00.002+08:00

Finally,back from camp.Reached home and guess what i am alone man.Sianz high high man.hmmm again nothing to do thats why blogg.HAhhaa i guess thats bacause only boring people like mi do.Yup hmmm.Now eat also not sleep also not sit also not stand also not hahaha dunno wanna do what man.Guess have to slack and rot in my room again.Hahhaa last night had supper with Angel hahaha.Nice talking to her.Hehe yah dunno why she and mi got tons of things to update hahaha.She's damm nice hahaha.Thanks gal for last night if not i would have stayed home rotting again man hahaha.YAh hahaha keep telling her that i damm sick of life den she will go Why hahaha.yah nothing exciting happen so got really nothing to say lah hahaha.Guess thats life man

signing off

hamster

2009-09-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

Sigh,hahaha wake up had dinner with parents which i did not do for a long time.Ahaha feeling great but parents wanted to watch "ke tai" but mi and jie was like,"HUH" no way man hahaha.So sis drove home with mi hahaa.But home le no programme.WA! even sianz man what to do life its like that hahahaha.Just now was talking about going to Aust again.Hmmm dunno really going not.Hmmm wonder should i go not if really going.Sianz! hahaha Now in my room rotting.Everyones spending time having their programme but i am like stuck at home doing nothing ahahaha bored till blogg haha.Need some sweet stuff in my life man hahaha.Has been bitter for damm long le.Need some changes,what should i do.WA!tmr booking in le.Lagy sianz camp like really sux book in den out.Same old shit over and over again.HAhaha thats life man doing and doing same thing over and over again.Hmmm last time got alot of things to look forward too but now hahaha must plan everything yourself.How? even kor also spending time with da sao dunn want pei mi.Hmmm Guess only can watch tv only lor.Sigh hao lah.Bu yao du shuo le.

Signing off

Loves

Hamster

2009-09-06T11:54:00.011+08:00

Ello,sianz just came back from camp.Aching all over man.Friday was Fds sqn anniversary hahaha played street scoccer at east coast.WA! play finish here ache there ache hahaha old le man.sigh hahahaha played against lotsa teams hahaha our team name is *G-force* hahaha dunno which *gong gong* think of this name hahaha but cute man.Hahaha suit me hahahaha okie okie *vomit* bhb man hehe.Yah quite fun lah but damm tiring man run here and there like *gong gong*.After the games went to this bar called,Wait let mi think ermm!!!! think its summer breeze.Den had abit of dinner and drinks.Sianz,riding den all can drink beer but i cannot.Hahaha promised myself no drink riding so yahh!.Tired after that wanted to blogg but tired like siao plus feeling weird feeling sick so went straight to sleep.Yup hahaha what a friday.Bored now hahaha today's family day.Must stay at home pei parents.Spend more time at home.No where feels better den home man hahaha mummy's so sweet just came back from camp she know i tired,purposely make mi birds nest for mi to drink.Hahaha so sweet.Yup sigh dunno wann do what le hahaha think want go sleep.My mood haven come back still like want die want die de mood guesss to many thngs happen to me recently sigh k lah tired le wann orh orh le^^

Signing off

Hamster<3

2009-09-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

Sianz.Done with my car lesson already.hahaha now at home.Bored hahaa thats why decided to blogg.hahaha yup sianz later still must go back camp.Wa! sianz to the core man.Hahaha but i guess thats life.Tired man life really sucks man.Nothing goes the way u want it to be.hahaha looking forward to my tp test.Was talking to sis about going overseas study.Hahaha sound good but really cannot bare to leave all my friends here.hahaha decided when the time comes den.Tmr still have to go east coast kick football.HAhaha kanna force one somemore haaha.Luckly got friends going if not again alone like that stupid day at paya lebar.Go there waste time like gong gong hahaha.Sianz what should i do sleep or watch tv.Sleep now tonight become snake no need sleep hahaha but now on aircon wa! damm tempting man ahhaha.Talke to sheng yang over webcam hahaha,still as cute as sec school days.Miss those sec sch days.No need to think so much just study.HAhaha yah Hmmm Stpuid ying kai.Because of him still learning the lyrics of sweetest gal.hahaha everytime suan mi damm tu lan with him sia hahaha but that life hahaha sometime he damm irritating keep suaning mi but nice guy hahaha.thats my life in army suan here and there.i Guess thats lifes all abt.nothing to talk le.Life is about all keep repeating thing over and over again.Hahah yah hao lah dunno want write what le hahaha

bye
hamster

2009-09-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

hey friends,long time never blogg le.sianz man nothing to do.morning wake up go camp.BAck from camp jiu zuo bo all the way.Miss the days i was in school.Bought a stupid web-cam just to talk to wu gui.talking about that,it has been long since i see him,miss those days we played we stayed together.But that was the past.Think going 2 yrs already.time really flies.sigh.Big days coming.Dunn feel like jumping.sick of everything just no mood for anything.tired i guess.accept staying in my room and rot the whole day.Whats my life coming too.hmmm sads.I found i lost something impt to mi.sigh really no courage to carry on.really sick and tired of life.everything is like happening over and over again.and thing are lost over and over again.It really hurts.Pain like i never expected.i Guess my life was ment this way.It feels something like, knife stabbing,but its worse den that i guess.What on earth is happening.Haha back into my world of emptiness that where i supposed to be i guess.Hahaha guess no one is feeling the same feeling as mi i guess.No one know the feeling of u thought u got it but at the end it ran away.aiyah hahaha
crap all rubbish.People will think i am crazy talking rubbish cause u all dunn understand only i do hahaha stop it den.

bye hamster

2009-07-19T01:26:00.004+08:00

Its been long since i posted the last posting hahaha.yup to update what going on today, today is my sister 21 birthday.lotsa people and very busy but it worth it.tired but happy cause everything went smoothly.now in army already...... no no should i say i have been in the army for almost a year already but no time too really uae the com.yup hahaha currently in sembawang air base as a dog handler.yup interesting vocation man.hahaha damm luckly to get in.nice people it there too man.hahaha yup life is boring man but bo bian have to go on.yup hahahha shall type till here lah dunnpo what to say le lah hahaha

2008-08-17T16:22:00.002+08:00

Sigh going army lor.hahahaha did not have time to blogg so yeah.Hahahaha anyway lotsa thing happened quite shocked and sad.hmmm yup.within a month yi wen and my shawn passed away.Sigh could not believe it.although it happened like 1 month back but still could not accept .It is like your friend of yours disappear forever.Sigh so i learned one thing that is life is short so treasure it before itis too late.Hmmm yup you would not know what will happen tmr.So live life to the fullest.anyway i just wanna say dear mate "Shawn"thanks for teaching mi lion dance thanks for standing up for mi when i am being bullied.Your are a great guy mate.Although u are not with us anymore but your are in each ande everyone of our hearts mate.You still live in us.May u finally enjoy full of peace in the next world.Rest in peace bro.You are forever sembawangs lion dance king.

My Dear brother gUi ZAi

2007-11-29T21:43:00.001+08:00

Sadly after almost 1 year of sharing our life together,the worst thing happened sigh he had to go back taiwan.He returned to Taiwan yesterday.Now my world seem so empty sp quiet.Last time i always sae he very childish very noisy but my world now is too quiet.I miss his laughter the time we did everything together.Sigh I seem so emo and did not have mood to work.Nothing seems to interest mi now and worried for him more then anything now.I hope that he is fine over there.Sigh hmmm yup now i am like a person with chopped hand.bahhs hahaha anyway it will be hard for mi to pass the first month bahhs but after that i hope to be alright.Sigh hmmm gui zai pls take care of your self okie now u on ya on le i cannot guide u dunn your life u have to do it down yourself okie oh god,My tears seems never ending.HAhaha didi i become a gal or why i mis him so much hia di pls take care

forever your bro

hamster

gui lets finnish this together
2 years later we shall meet again
after that we chiong and pa our name up
make sure everyone know us
we jump tua de ah pei together
the future awaits us

take care bro

2007-07-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

Sigh!hAs Been a long time since i blogged.Hmmm too busy with work.Sigh sianz ar now like no life lei.Work work and work,but the money never seem enough sigh hahaha i also dunno where i spend it also hehe.Earn more spend more hahahah never mind sigh.hahaha now just wish that my life can have more happie days ahead.MAny thing have happened since the last timr i blogged.Now working as a warehouse asst.Sorrie more like an idiot hehe.Hmmm yups really very jia lat lah hahaha.Okie lah dunn feel like blogging le heheh free den update bahhs hehe

hamster

2007-05-22T10:55:00.000+08:00

HEys! shooo sianz ar.Hmmm Now in office working.Hmmm keke.dunno lei tonight have abit of problem so go down look look lors.Hmmm yup.Sianz ar wonder why i cannot get along with my father.He dunn understand mi bahhs.Hmmm guess only my mummy,jie jie and my brothers bahh.I want to be nice but i cannot.

Maybe because both of our temper is bad i guess.Hmmm when ever he shouted at mi last time,I would have shouted back and both of us ended up in a fight.But before i know anything,I am beaten to the floor by my dad.Sigh!At least till not i haven touched him."touch as in punch or slap or what ever it is"! yup

But now trying very hard to change.I admit my temper is bad but baby must" ren".Must be full of patience with him."BAby thanks i will remember that"feeling very down actually.Sigh! really nothing goes my way.But at least i have my "MUM and SIS" that will never stop loving mi and maybe my baby in the future keke and my brothers that understand mi.Thanks every one of u.U all really brighten up my life.

HAhaha soon gonna have lunch soon le.WAiting for that moment to come hahaha den can go out office walk walk hahaha.Hmmm stay in the office can die sia.heez hmmm

Looking forward to this SAturday De Fishing trip.Wa! confirm very fun de lor hahaha.We would be staying at "Punggol overnight".Everyones going.hahaha must bring camera over there to capture some memories back hahaha.Hmmm even my kor kor is going hahahaha would be very fun i think hahahaha looking forward to it heez
Hey people pls view my friendster de pic on sunday or monday too see what happen there bahhs hahaha if u are interested bahhs hahahahaha ok lah gtg work le think i write alot le

hamster is going to work le
heez the day is still early
logging and signing off
take cares
misses
kisses
loves
tata

2007-05-18T17:54:00.000+08:00

HAhaa Hmmm Finally today have the mood to blogg le hahaha.Hmm hahaha finally Told my cutee eveything le.Hmmm feel like not so pressured le bahhs!Hmmm hahaha office hrs is very hard to pass haha these few days keep sleeping in office."die liao lah"hahaha hmm luckly dad was not in office if not hehe i am gonna die.Heez.hahaha Today is dad's birthday.Going out to eat "JAp" food hahaha not really to my taste but after all its still food.HAhaha hmmm yup.Sianz ar!Wann go GAi gaI.Heez hmmm yups^^.Just now in office was listening to the mai hum song heeheez was laughing like crazy,heez dunno what to write liao lah.But dunno why i feel some how attatched to my tua now.Dunn have the feeling or idea of leaving.We are really like one big family.Although fights happen but it makes our feelings stronger.HAhaha i really wish these big family will be there till i breathe my last.heez okie lah hahaha do i sound abit "emo" hehe

i wann go eat snake le anyway i finish work le.
fang gong le chi she le
hamster loves
cares
take care
thanks for reading
tata!

2007-05-08T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hahaha sian ar! Long time never post le.Matbe too busy with things bahh hahaha.Yup decided to blogg today cause office is quite quiet today bahh hahahaa.And most imptly dad is not in office.yup hmmm yup did not really go anywhere this few days but later going to bugis collect my "nezha" de pao bahh i guess.Hhahaha finally its done hahaha but dunno how does it look like.Hmmm *wonders* hehe hmmm miss the time when i was studing in school bahh teachers plan for everything.But now when i am not studing le.Everything seems damm sianz,Sigh dunno y lei.hahahah hmmm nothing to look forward lei.Dunn even have time to meet my friends.I am sick of this life.I just wanna scream,How could this happen to mi.Hahaha hmmm ya like that lor later going bugis anyone wanna follow,if anyone wann den can call mi bahh.hahahaha hmmm ya okie lah dunn really have thing to write lah hahahah

people out there pls take care ok!
Miss u
love u
tata
bb
Hamster !

2007-05-02T12:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm sianz Ar! hahaha Could not update my post as my com at home was down.Damm sianz hahaha hMm,spend The past few days In Tua hahaha.Actually i also dunno what to sae le hahaha.DAmm sian jiu dui le hahaha hmmm Saturday was my birthday.I went to EAt steam boat with my brothers.WA! it was damm fun sia hahaha hmmm.Hehe den the next day we went to the Ktv pub too hahaha was damm fun.HAhaha sing song lei hahahaha okie lah later den write have to work le later kanna fire

People out there thanks for everything.I had a great birthday

Thanks

2007-04-24T10:32:00.000+08:00

Sianz ar!Today is tuEsday another working day for mi.Sigh!nvm hahaha this saturday is my birthday liao hahaha but anyway i celebrate my birthday alone i think this year will also be the same bahh.Hmmm kinda used to it le.HAhaha dunn say liao wann to cry le hahaha no lah.Hmmm damm sianz sia if no one chio mi go out den i shall sleep over my birthday bahh.But really lah last year i got the worst birthday ever but forget it lah.hahaha sianz till wann die le lahs.hahaha is my dad de rooom blogging hahaha later my dad come back wann scold mi liao.hahaha anyway happie my "nezha"de pao is coming soon yup heeheez maybe after a while i will be getting one more bahh.hahaha

Yesterdays update
Finish work at 6.took m y da ker de transport to amk.from there i sat and drank till nine plus walked to the bus-stop to take bus reached home aT 10 EAT DInner and watched the "long hu men"dragon tiger gate.Wa! damm nice lei den jiu go up sleep le hahahah ok lah thats it lah gan darling take care ok mish u study hard bb

2007-04-20T09:14:00.000+08:00

Sianz! hahaha today is Friday another working day for mi.hahaha hmmm Very sian sia hahaha i like no life le lei every day work go home work go home.No where else to go also too tired to go anywhere else.HAhaha Hmmm

Gonna update about yesterday le hmmm ok here goes,
Yesterday i finish work at 6 left the office,and took my da kers transport to toa payoh.HAhaha finish.Den took a bus home from toa payoh interchange.Reached home at around 7 plus bahhs.den when i reached the bus-stop,Wu gui was there waiting for mi le.Hmmm hahaha face so black hehe.

We den walked back home for dinner.Not long after Mum's home too hahaha she was smiling at mi.But when i said"MUmmy my birthday coming le very fast de on the 28 hor"MuM'S face changed hahaha hmmm hahaha sianz ar dunno how am i gonna pass my birthday.HAhaha hmmm anyway i have been PAssing Some of Them by mySelf so aiyah uSed to It le.hahaha

After Dinner mi and Wu Gui Stole the Speaker from the com down stairs to put in our room hahaha.HAhaha WA! after that we were singing in the room like "siao lang/crazy people".hmmm hahaha nothing batter to do mahh like that jiu happie le.Maybe i very easy jiu "man zu" le hahaha

We played we talked and laughted till around 11 plus hahaha den i said ok lah i wann to sleep le.HAhaha den i go pigging first hahaha like that lor.

Hmmm that was my yesterday hahaha oh yaa i meet wen han on wednesday
become shuai ker le hahaha

wen han take care ok good luck in everything u do ok.Good luck in life ok.Stay handsome stay shweet.Hope u and gam mummy"jia" last forever yaa.

brothers 4 eva ok hahaha

gtg work le everyone keep staring at mi wonder i like very busy but never see any work on my table hahaha ok bb take care everyone thanks for reading
TA! TA!

2007-04-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

Sianz ar!Today is Wednesday.Sigh another working day.HAhaha hmmm just had lunch.WA! so full heez.Hmmm nothing to do so decided to blogg.Hmmm shall start with updates after work yesterday bahh.

I finish work at 6 yesterday.Took company's transport to jurong mrt.from there i took a mrt back to amk.When i Reach amk,i still have to wait for that stupid "wu gui".Siianz ar.He really like girl sia.So slow one ahaha.I waited for more den 30 min for him.HAhaha when i saw him that time,he is wearing my slippers.Wa! Piangs ehs!hahha dunno what to sae heeheez.Den we Took a bus from amk to hougang.When we reach there,lotsa people reached le.We are like i think the last few bahh hahaha

Den Ah di gonna "qing shen" le.Oh ya is was "chu 15" yesterday.So was "Zai zai" supposed to come down to "ren jian" ban gong.But instead "ji kong" came down first.Wa!

And guess what i kanna sabo.Wa! liao ooi.had to drink his beer and some more he throw some things inside that i dunn know.HAhaha but i just drink lah.hmmm after den "ji kong" went back and "zai zai" came.Wa! again kanna sabo wa! yesterday damm sway hahahah but was quite fun lah.

I reached home at about 10pm.Not long after i jiu sleep le hahaha that was my yesterday after work.Yup YUp Yup

Now the office is not really very busy lah so still have time to blogg lor.Yups ok i gtg work le
later kanna Fired jiu "Ho Say LIAo" hahaha ok gtg le gan dar take care ok bb"

2007-04-17T10:14:00.000+08:00

Today is tuesday,Another working day for mi.HAhahaha hmmm i shall start with yesterday's update first.

Hmmm yesterday in finish work at 6 plus.hmmm did not take the company's transport.But instead took taxi all the way to "Thiong Baru.Hmmm hahaha.We were walking here and there while waiting for wu gui and alvin to arrive.Hahahaha hmmm den when they reached we where in the food court eating.Hahaha

After dinner we went down to the Atm to withdraw money.Ahahaha hmmm den i bought a safe to put in my room.That metal thing cost $88.Hahahaha at least i can put my expensive things inside mahh.hahaha hmmm yup

After that Jie Jie ,Jt And JJ went shopping for clothes while the guys mi Alvin And wu Gui went to play Games.We PLAyed till 9.30 den Went to but tickets for the show "SHOOTER"

Starting the show damm bOring but later on the show proved mi be worth Watching.Hahaha My TYpe LAh HEEHehez

WE finished The show at around 11.45.Den we were already very tired le.Hmmm after that we send Alvin Back to hongang and den mi and wu gui head for home.Wa! what a happening day yesterday.HAhaha ver fun but tiring.Hmmm

Yup That was what happen yesterday.Today

Nothing happpen so far but damm sianz no mood to work damm tired sia.Hmmmok lah i go to work le hehe

bye bye oh ya gan dar tc too ok bb

2007-04-16T16:24:00.000+08:00

Wa! today's monday.Hmmm another working day for mi.HAd quite a nice but tiring weekend.Hmmm this was what happened.

I finish work on saturday at 2 plus.Den i took a transport to jurong mrt from there i went straight back to amk.By the time i reach amk,its gonna rain le.hahaha hmmm den i went to amk blk 163 buy fishes for my big fish to eat.After i finished buying the rain has already started pouring.I had to take a cab and somemore in the rain.HAhaha den i went home put the fish in and went straight to find "zou gong" Means go to sleep.

I woke up later in the evening at around 8 plus and found that "wu gui'Had no space to sleep beside mi so he slept on the floor.hmmm so poor thing hahaha.Den my phone rang.Ah di ask mi go Tua :SHUI LIAN GONG.Den i had to wake that stupid wu gui up.HAhaha we took our time to bath.Around 9 den we leave the house.Both of us were very lazy to take bus so we decided to take a cab there instead.Upon reaching there,we saw that they were playing tai tee.WA! sianz sia hahaha.Hmmm we later on den went down stairs to eat.

After a while we saw this lame guy that likes to boast so we decide to play with him hahaha.He was really very blur when we played with him but he was boasting all the way.HAaha den we walked to a badminton court and sit down.Hmmm den dunno who started "ooi wann play soccer not".DEn we were like what the hell its was like 3 am in the morning hahaha everone was asleep.HAhaha den wu gui went up to talk the ball.We den walked to the soccer court to play.

Wa! after playing for like 30 to 45 minutes the police came hahaha we were like.Wa! ma ta come liao zhao ar.HAhaha all started running hahaha wa! damm fun but in the end some of us decided to stay behind including mi.HAhaha wa! damm stressed sia.

Finally the police arrived and guess what they said."Hey guys do u know what is the time now,Faster take your things and go home" We were like hahaha ok den took our things and walk off.

DAmm Fun sia .hehe den we went back and bath den we slept for around 1 hr jiu have to wake up le.Hmmm we had to go out to do our lion dancing as people invited our troup.Wa! very very tired.

After the lion dance,We went back and bath.After bathing i went straight back to sleep.I slept for another 3 hrs.Den we had to wake up.WA! damm sianz man.We went to seng KAng for lion dancing too.After that we all went back to shui lian gong and rest.Some slept like that stupid wu gui.but the rest of us did not we continued to talk and laugh.Time passed very fast and before we knew it,it was 7 plus le.Kenneth,Didi,wu gui,ah bee,alvin,and mi went to serangoon to eat dinner hahaha after that wen jiu go home le .Up That is my sat and sun day hahaha

FUN?

OKie
ok lah i need to go and work le see ya thanks for reading bb

2007-04-13T08:58:00.000+08:00

Wa! early in the morning 6 o'clock have to wake up come work damm tired sia.Hmmm i wann sleep ar!hahahaha hmm that piggy should be sleeping and drooling rite now hahaha.Finally u finished work le hahaha happie le but i haven hmmm still need get losta things hahaha oh ya DArling my birthday wann chio u out wann come hahaha damm sian also dunno what to rite

ok lah i go eat snake le

Wise hamster says:when people is tired u also dunn have to blogg so ok bb

hahaha lame lol

2007-04-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

Sigh! Supposed to be swimming yet now kanna stuck in office.Sigh Sianz ar Dunno lei like now abit emo lei.Hmmm life everytime when i am alone i will feel damm down.Maybe things have not been going smoothly these few months.Sigh! Really tired of life cannot find anymore meaning in it.People can wake up day after day the matter how tired they are because they have a aim.But i lost my aim.I have no mood no nothing.I only know i am like living in a world with only myself.Can u imagine how am i feeling.Its like lost in a strange place.Sigh! If u imagine what i have said plus going through the same thing over and over again ever day what would u feel.I think i going siao soon le.Suddenly happy den sad.And my temper has been becoming worse le.How ? Who to help mi who to talk to who to turn to.I am really very lost and empty think u all never felt this kind of feelings before.

Sigh!i am really dying silently in pain and alone

2007-04-12T15:09:00.000+08:00

Wa!today really damm busy hahaha.hmmm yesterday's update.After work yesterday i took my da ker jack's transport back to toa payoh.From there mi jie jie and wu gui took a cab home.hahaha den after that we ate dinner jiu go le.

Ah ping came to fetch mi go walk walk and see sintua.hahaha we laughed we played along the way hahaha very fun.Den around 10 plus we went to amk 631 drink.Ahahaha drink till 12 plus den we all go home.Wa! hahaha

Den today was very rush yup time pass damm fast lor hahaha hmmm
now finally have time to blogg.Hahaha tonight going swimming le i getting fatter le hahaha any one care to join in.Haahaha hmmm yupz nothing much happen lah just that everything happen over and over again like u can predict what is gonna happen tomorrow.Hehe lol ok lah.Gtg work le shall update u on how much fats u burned hahaha unless u wanna know ok lah bb

Wise hamster says:when ever u are busy so no need blogg hahahaa

2007-04-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh! SIanz Ar Today is Wednesday,Another working day for mi.Hahaha hmmm update about yesterday,I finished work at six and reached amk at around 7.20pm.Hmmm den jie jie went to yck to swim.I went home took a quick dinner and went with wu gui to swim too.Hahaha was very fun but we managed to swim for about 45 minutes.Hahaha wu gui swim like a dog being thrown in the water hahaha.Hmmm so funny.

Note to Szu hsien:Bro u supposed to be a great swimmer u are a "gui cheng xiang lei"
nine thousand years old le hahahah still dunno how to swim haha!

Hmmm after the swim we walked home from yck swimming complex.We talked and laughed all the way home haha so fun.When we reached home,dad and mum was already home.i went up to my room put my things down and go "PONG PONG"lo hahaha

Went down to use the com after my "PONG PONG"Heeheez!I was talking on msn when
"HUIMIN"signed in.I talked to her and guess what,she finally talked to mi.Wa!Damm happie although we exchanged only 2 sentence but i am still very happie.hehe do u think i am wierd?

Heeheez.Watched harry potter after that but before the show start that stupid wu gui jiu "orh orh" le hahahaha he really damm pigg lor.Hmmm i watched the second part of the show.It finished around 2am haha and after the show the worst thing happened i could not sleep hahaha damm angry but in the end still managed to get a nap

Ok that was yesterday's updates hahaha now my dad in the toilet thats why can blogg hahaha anyway todays gonna be another working day later maybe going swimming again hahaha anyone care to join?

I going to work le everyone thanks for listening erm erm wait "chop chop"thanks for reading hahaha and dunn ask mi what is "chop chop" cause i also dunno something like wait wait.hahaha

Wise hamster says:people get make used often make sure u are not being make used of.No one can force u do do things that u dunn wish to do.remember this yaa

2007-04-10T11:52:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey!Todays tuesday another working day.Hahaha slept quite early last night.So did not do much last night.Yup very sianz!

Wen han just reached Singpore and today going to visit Anderson.hmmm but i cannot go cause i am working today too.Sorrie bro really cannot make it.Hope understand.hmmm but shall meet u on one of the afternoon for lunch or meet u night for a drink bahh.

Heez dunno whether tonight i have to go tua not.I think i better go at the end of the week bahh hahaha these few days going broke le need to wait for pay day.WA! hahaha i love 13 and 26 cause its pay day hahahaha.Hmmm sounds like i every day also broke hor hahaha sianz sia today office very quiet lei.Not alot of things thats why got time to blogg.

Hmmm like at least now i know what am i doing but still dunno what i wann in life.Its seems so empty.Seems so wierd.Seems like a strange world out there with no one to help u.hey people out there do u feel the same too.hahhaah i think i also abit siao siao one lei.Also dunno what to talk about le lah.Okie lah hahaha i dunno what to sae le okie lah gtg work le bb everyone thanks for listening

Wise hamster says - Think before you do.Dunn ever trust people easily.People can give u opinion but the biggest opinion is youself.
"ren xin nan che"
Always remember this word will be useful someday some how!

2007-04-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

Sigh! I'm working again.Sigh.hahaha damm sianz!Yesterday Gary and jun bin meet us at amk mrt.He said that he wants to go shopping.hahaha so we meet up and go together.When we reached far east,guess what we the whole far east upside down,Sianz.hahahaha hmmm den after that we went to play pool.Hhahaha was quite fun until a gal came in.Shorter den mi called mi didi wa damm tu lan sia spoil my day she no brain ar she you bing de.Nvm forget it shall not talk about her spoil my day hahaha ya den later go back to shui lian kong hahha.Sigh that was my "SUNDAY"hahahah sigh hahahaha

U know that i like u.But u ignored mi.I waited for u but u played mi.U found some one new and u talk behind my back y and bee together with my brother sigh what is the world coming too

2007-04-07T10:01:00.000+08:00

Sigh!Today is Saturday.Another working day for mi.Damm SIanz Damm Tired.Hmmm last night went to xiao ping's house to talk talk and play mahjong.Hmmm During the talk many secrets were broken and finally knew what was happening.Actually i already know just that i did not really want to say it out cause i am very pissed with this word "brother or Hia di".Sigh Wonder why people like to talk infront of u like an angel but behind their worse den a devil.Sigh really dunno how i am feeling too maybe mixed feelings bahh."angry and sad"Sigh.Why does nothing go rite.Why must people do this.I put in so much yet i get this sigh.Hmmm!

After that we started playing mahjong,hahahaha we played till like 3am in the morning.Hahaha before we left Xiao Ping's house i borrowed some of this dvds.After borrowing den we went home le.

Finally reach home.Alvin and szu hsien were like upstairs doing dunno what den i was like down stairs "munching"on snacks.Hahaha does that explains my tummy.hahahaha yup.I was watching "harry potter" with alvin down stairs when the power trip.Wa Lao! So sway hahaha have to start all over again hmmm damm sianz hahahaha watched the show alone cause both of them were like very tired so i carried on myself.Yup den finally went to bed at 5.25am hahaha den woke up 7 this morning heeheez i think i "siao siao" le ok need work le blogg long enough hahaha

Mixed Feeling
Hamster pte Ltd
Best in "Upstairs" sleeping "down stairs" sleeping and some say "eating'
Dunn wann copy pck so this is my own heeheez ^^

2007-04-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

WA! after lunch was so busy.Only till now den i have time for myself hahaa.hmmm the time today was so packed.Hahaha hmmm sigh!but is like no feeling le lei like very numb lei dunno how to explain my feelings.I saw ah boi send mi a testi on friendster.see le damm sad tears almost drip.Sigh!Boi the matter what u i will wait for u ok.Pls take care yaa.

Ah bOi Hia di 1314

hmmm just now my Kor came in with a bottle of wine.hahaha and guess what inside that bottle there is a cobra biting a scorpion.Wa!damm chio and he gave it to mi Wa!damm happy hahaha mummy cannot complain liao hahaha if i keep snake she will scold mi cause she scared but not is in a bottle hahah somemore i no need feed the snake hahaha wa still can see.Damm chio ok lah gtg work le anyway hahaha

2007-04-04T11:41:00.000+08:00

Sigh! just kanna scolded for nothing.Hmm Angry but must "ren".Have u ever tried being scolded for nothing.Wa! the feeling is unbearable.Sigh!Nvm forget it.Hmmm last night after work went to drink at amk,hahaha den hsien came and meet mi hahaha is like i never drink lah but he keep drinking hahaha kanna sabo.Poor thing hahaha somemore is i sabo one.hahaha den after that we went to to the pub at bugis continue.hahaha damm sianz like nothing exciting anymore.hahaha hmmm

Ah boi:hia di sorrie for what happen but the matter what take care of yourself ok.We all will wait for u de.Dunn for get your "lian huay" also ok hahahah take care yaa.Dunn li li siao siao ok hahaha yup all the best!

Wa! now lunch time le hahaha i can smell my food le.Wa! hahahahahah ok ok szu hsien here goes
Are u Hungry
Hungry Hungry
Hungry very
very hungry
CHee ka la ka pee ar pee ar chee ka la ka pee ar pee ar
"JIA!"

Ok i wann go enjoy my lunch time le hahahaha bb

2007-04-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

Hey sorrie yesterday no time to blogg.Damm busy hahaha.YUp This morning office so busy.Wa! really damm rush time was like not enough.HAhaaa everyone was running here and there.Heez yup just finished my lunch not long ago yup.Only have time to blog now lor.Sigh actually cannot blogg in office de but hahah no one le lah not so busy too hahaha.Hmmm yesterday was like damm rush also hahaha went home in the afternoon cause i took half day off.hmm went to met Szu HSien to go and take one stupid form.Hahahah den after that went to bugis walk walk.Damm sianz.Went To The guan Yim Miao Pray too hahaha.Yup den from there we were takin bus home but drop off at novena and continue shopping hahaha.Wa! guys lei hahaha den bought alot of thing also lah.Heeheez hmmm den end up with lotsa cute cute stuffs.hahaha yup ok lah work is coming in le no time to type le hahaha sianz tonight also going to drink.HAhaha i dunn wan get fat hahah but bo bian is Xiao ping's birthday so go down a while lor hahahaah yup dunn wann later come home face like baboons back side heez..........

Gary u are a free man again good luck to u in the future hahaha dunn do anymore stupid things le ok keep handsome keep smart hahahaha smile always hahaha yup ok lah gtg le bb

gary Brother 4 eva
XP <3>

2007-04-01T12:52:00.000+08:00

WA! just came back from the chalet.Damm tired.It was very fun,running here and there stories were shared,friends were made.Only at the end then i know that most of the guy there all have their own bgr problems.Sigh i think i am really sick of this life and i dunn wann to scream cause no voice liao hahaha.ok lah damm tired le wann go find "zou gong" play chess le.Wa!my beauty sleep here i come

2007-03-30T11:29:00.000+08:00

Heez last night after work i went to meet Mei mei and angel.heez haha they all changed alot le one look like "tai tai" the other look like "korean"Heez had lotsa fun yesterday heez.Thanks for spending time together hahaha.Hmmm slept early last night so,Not so tired.Wa! finally.Hmmm came to office today also nothing to do.Dad Not in his office thats why got time to blog.hahaha my Handsome Kor kor/Jack just send Mi a video Clip of a guy being caned.WA! see LiAo BlUr BluR LE hahahaha.HmmmYUp Nothing much lah hahaha at least now my life not so luan.I am doing great heez okie need go work le hahahaa

2007-03-29T11:16:00.000+08:00

Sigh!hahaha just talk on my tagg board with the pretty auntie hahahah.Hmmm wa damm tired everyday not enough sleep forcing pushing myself to come work every day hahaha hmmm.Auntie dunn so sad ok,dunn worie ok if u dunn mind uncle can pei u de but abit old liao hahahah cannot run here and there le hahaha.Last night got tua den reached home damm late hahaha.Sigh wei auntie thanks for peing mi talk on the "TAGG BOARD" hahaha cartoon and gong gong auntie hahaha

2007-03-28T09:46:00.000+08:00

Wa! sianz ar gain not enough sleep.Den still have to force myself up to work.Heez Hmmm last night was at my tua.Did nothing but slack.Went home quite late cause i need to discuss come thing with my shi fu "ah bee".Sigh He come back damm late,MAke mi "gong" "gong" down there wait.Hmmm Sigh i see my work coming in le.Damm sianz.Tonight i think i also cannot "hao hao de shui jiao" liao.ok i go and work liao.

2007-03-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm just had lunched at jurong east.Den now back in office le.Sianz ar!My god man,my uncle was telling ghost story in the office.Hahah think they amused bahh hahaha.SIgh again had chicken chop for lunch.Damm siann sia.Everyday eat the same thing.hahaha ok lah busy le gtg .

2007-03-27T09:45:00.000+08:00

Wa! just reach office not long ago.Damm tired lah.My eyes are like glued together.Sobbs i wann to sleep.Hahaha Sigh today come office,the first thing i did was to on my com,and guess what the com was spoiled.Sianz ar haha.I wonder when i would have enough sleep.I think i am becoming like a pig liao.Now sitting in the office blogging while people is working hahaha i look busy too,but theirs is with work and my is blogging.hahaha my lao da just came in di siao poeple liao hahaha.Hmmm ok lah have to work liao blogg later

2007-03-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

Just finished dinner.Haha hmmm Today nothing much happened.Hmmm i finished work at 6 o'clock today den i took a company's transport to Toa Payoh.Hahaha hmm den called my friend to come down from his house and talk.Wu gui den arrived at the scene.Hahaha sounds like "csi" hor.Heez guess what 2 boys end up shopping at Toa Payoh.I really have to thank him alot."hsien" thanks for your company.Heez now doing nothing and maybe going to start rotting soon le hahaha.

2007-03-26T16:24:00.000+08:00

Sigh,still at work yet nothing to do.Sigh today damm sianz.Dunno why.Hahaha had chicken chop for lunch.Wa! damm shiok hor hahaha.Wa! somemore with coke lei.Heez dad just went out for a meeting,And again hahaha i start my blogging again hahaha.Time pass so slow.When i at home or at play,my time pass so fast.But at work,one day seems like a million years.Sigh so hard to pass.Hmmm ok lah i wann to eat snake le good bye

2007-03-26T11:30:00.000+08:00

Hmm finally today go back work le.Damm sianz,No mood to work.Sigh last night cannot sleep cause i miss someone.haaha hmmm everyone in the office looks and seems busy but hahaha i still can blog.Sigh cannot wait for 6 o'clock to come.hahaha Go home also nothing to do.Go home liao jiu eat den sleep like no life sia.Yup.sianz ok lah later den continue

2007-03-26T01:19:00.000+08:00

HAhaaa just finished watching "Tokyo Drift" with my father and Wu gui.HAhaha hmmm before that we went for dinner together.Wa! he like my older brother liao hahaha but everytime kanna bully by me.HAhahah the dinner was great,and the bill was WOW! hahaha lucky i was not the one picking up the bill,if not i have to wash the plates le hahha.Hmmm and guess what Szu hsien and my sis was the first to start but the last to finish.WA!HAhaha but did u know now he is hungry again.Dunno why?Hahaha hmmm so if anyone wants to treat him for a dinner,please think twice or maybe thrice.Looks can be deceiving.HAhaha dunn just a book by its cover,i thought he was joking at first,but when i see him eat,i was like WOW! monster hahaha never see or eat food before.Hmmm ok enough of him.Had quite a nice day today.At least did not have to stay at home at rot.Now in my room using my Mum's notebook to blog.haha going sleep soon le,Yup.Tmr going to work le,no time to play or rot at home le.Hahaha good night everyone.

DArling i really miss u,Sigh how i wish that u were beside my whenever i was happy or sad.Instead now i feel i am very alone.I feel very lost,i really wish that time can turn back.Do u know whenever i dream of u,i really wish i will never wake up.I really regret what i have done.I know i have hurt u too much.I am so sorrie,and i know there is no more chance for mi to make it up.We are now on different tracks and may not meet again,but i really treasure when u had left with mi.Darling its our memories that is left.I will never forget them.It has been 2 years and did u know every step i took,was very painfull.U could walk out of this relationship unhurt but i could not.I love u too much.The feeling is very scary.till now the bad memories will still come back.Sigh but thanks for letting mi remember your love,your smile,your laughter,your hugg.I love u darling.

darling i am painfully missing u every night.Sobbs
I love u

2007-03-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

Sigh using my mum's notebook to blog.Nothing better to do.DAmm sianz maybe later going fishing.But the whole day was damm boring for mi.Sigh.Hmmm that stupid "wu gui" just came back from Orchard.Sigh i also broke le.Hmmm Damm sian just received a call from my god-brother he said that the fishing trip is cancelled.WA!how am i supposed to pass my time at home.Can die sia.Somemore he said he going pub and he ask for the address but he never ask mi along wa,damm disappointed sia sigh.Hmmm Dunno am i being an idiot.I suddenly feel like i am a big idiot.HAhaha hia di this word cannot use le brother also.Sigh when i need help,where are they? I damm disappointed.I feel my world is like gonna end.Sigh dunno what to do.How nice if she was with mi.Sobbs

2007-03-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

Sigh just wake up.Hmm just went for the second interview today but guess what,I blew it for the second time.Sigh dunno what i wann to do lor.I really sick and tired of life le.Hmmm i think i wann go in army le.Sigh i tried my best le.At least i tried hhaha ok lah i wann go "chee ka la ka pee ar pee ar chee ka la ka pee ar pee ar jIa" i wann go eat

2007-03-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

Wa! sianz today i never go work again.Sianz,Sigh! Guess i have to stay at home the whole dy doing nothing liao.Just ask that "wu gui" pei mi go fishing,but he turn mi down.Sian Think i still dunn understand him bahh.Sigh!damm sian dunno what i wann to do.My friend messaged mi says that ite is starting soon le.Should i go study?Hmm sigh.Dunno what i wann to do in life.I think i damm "shi bai"/useless .Sigh dunno what am i gonna do today gain hhaha ok lah i wann go plan le.

darling i really miss u alot,How i wish u are with mi every moment of my life.I really miss your voice your cute laughter.Miss u so much although it has been 2 yrs but i could not forget u.

2007-03-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

Hmmm Just finish washing my tank with great help from szu hsien.Sigh!HAve to keep the tank empty le.Anyway hahaha my auntie is cooking curry chicken WA!damm nice smell.Sigh There that stupid hsien doing his stupid camp cheers before dinner.Wa!damm stupid lei.But he is damm nice when ever i feel down,when ever i feel sad,when ever i think of the past.He will always be the one cheering mi up.Sigh!He is a damm nice guy HAhAh ok u and your "pee ar pe ar jia" hahaa i wann go eat le

2007-03-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

HAhaa Today again never go work.Hmmm Guess damm tired bahh even if i go,I will end up "eating snake" bahh.Hmmm just had lunch and was having my fags after lunch.Hmmm damm sian i also dunno what i wann to do.Again i feel lost,dunno what i wann to do.Sigh!Sigh!Sigh! what is the world becoming.Its does not interest mi anymore.The person that can make mi smile make mi laugh,has been gone for a long time le.Everyone is strong enough to stand up after a fall but why am i not being able to.I feel like i am such a weakling.At least now i have found another interest that is quite expensive bahh but at least i am happy doing it.That "wu gui" today never go to school,maybe he also sick bahh.The same sickness that i have "LOVE SICK!".HAhah damm lame lor mi.Aiyah i was really thinking that if one day there is no more love in the world,how would the world become?HAhaha think i am really crazy le like to think about this kind of siao siao things.I think i nothing better to do bahh.U imagine a guy that loves the out-door can stay at home the whole day for three days.Hmmm looking out of my window,i saw my baby lying on the floor,Wa the look on the face was so relax.How nice if one day i also could just relax.Dunn think about anything.No worries.I am like the first in the family to work.Sigh!People ask mi why i dunn study.Actually eveyday in school i wake up for her,I study for her i do eveything for her cause i love "her' it was the first time i felt this kind of feeling bahh.but as u know in a relationship someone tends to get hurt.And is the one that puts in the most.Sigh!why sigh

Sleepless

2007-03-21T02:41:00.000+08:00

Hmmm Just had MC Donalds for supper.Damm Full And went Out of the house for a fag.Sigh! Hmmm WAs Talking to szu hsien about my family members.I am the worst among my cousins.Sigh!Hmm That "wU gUi" just went up and is gonna to dream soon le.Think i am gonna dream tOo le.Sigh guess i going siao le.HAhha think i gonna get 1 more fish tank that is bigger den the current one i am having now.Friends or brothers that come to my house before,U are gonna think that i am going crazy too haha,But maybe not so soon haha.hmmm yup my mind now is finally blank and my eyes is getting tired.WoW that is a good sign.HAhha Gonna stop here i am gonna meet My princess at the highway le.But i guess no one knows what am i talking about only she knows.Sigh but a pity she cannot see this even if she do,she would just close the page and pretend that she never see it.Maybe i have hurt her too much le.I really hope i can turn back the time.Aiyoh Hmmm there i go again,talking and talking about her .I wonder when i will stop talking about her.Actually alot of my friends damm pissed cause what ever topic they are talking about,will always be ending up talking about her.Guess she was my life.My life is never gonna be the same again.Hmmm i wann Find "Zou kong" play chess le.For people who DUnn Understand it means i am gonna sleep le.haha

Sleepless nite

2007-03-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hmmm in the end i never get to go to the pub le.Staying at home with szu hsien,and clint.Damm sianz.Its like nothing i could do.What ever i do i also feel sian.Is the world coming to an end for mi.Sigh.Just now dad just came home.Being abit drunk just because of his business.Sigh!Am i expecting too much.There are lotsa questions i wanna ask.Sigh!Its raining outside and yet i could not sleep.I think i am going crazy soon le.I can't even understand myself anymore le.What am i becoming?

20/03/07

2007-03-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

Hmmm Just wake up Only.Dunno what i wann to do.Sigh! should i go pub tonight.Damm stressed up.Both family and relationships.Sigh what to do,can someone help mi i am dying already.Everthing i do is always wrong why? Am i stupid or am i an idiot.When ever i am alone i will think of "her" Am i being fair to the one's beside mi.i think i Damm "shi bai" what to do? Can anyone out there teach mi.I am Really like LiVing in My own world world of pain with no one being able to help mi.sigh I just heard that the gal that i have a bit of feelings said that i am damm irritating.Sigh! it seems like everything in my life is not going correct.the things that i am doing is out of place and out of track.I guess i am going crazy soon le.

2007-03-20T02:15:00.000+08:00

hey this is the first post.Hmmm must thank szu hsien for helping mi create this.Thanks Bro.Hmm i have been very lost for 2 yrs le.Dunno what i wann in life.Feeling very down damm "xin ku".Sigh! Guess no one knows what i am going through better den myself.But at least there is still my Jie,hsien/brothers/family with mi.Bro I have to really thank u alot.Jie U too.It has been very shweet of u .Hmm just write a comment for "her". It has been 2 yrs yet i cannot forget her.Sigh! time is really hard to pass without her.but at least it has made mi stronger.But i am still dreaming or hoping that one day she will come back.I know i am being stupid but i cannot help it.Why,God!I am like living in my own world of dreams.I am like floating here and there.There isn't anything i could look forward too.I am like living in hell.Sigh! There are alot of question i wanna ask but no one to answer.I am Feeling very lost.Hope that i will find what i wann soon.